edobsessedlover

didnt think i'd ever actually do this. but im leaving this account.
starting afresh. how lame i know DX
im not sure if dA will let me keep the other one. and i only have one email.
but anywho. goodbye edobsessedlover ^^

some people are kinda... dumb.
foolish
idiots
questionable.

i know that when putting things on the internet you are definitely going to recieve some abuse, cause not everyone thinks like you. fair enough. so when i posted a harry potter fanfic i wrote in more or less words: "gay fest" but not in those words exactly.

so tell me: if you were a homophobe, would you read a fanfiction devoted to gay innuendos?

honestly it just throws me off guard, very very odd, i just recieved a review from someone who was not even game enough to allow me to reply to their abuse (actually they used strange language so im only assuming its abuse cause another reviewer told me to ignore it... )saying that i take the cake with writing stories based soley on innuendos, and that the hp characters were 'pubescent' urgh

its too hard to explain what they said so here's the review:
"Gay stuff? blah... child gay stuff? you have to be out of your d@mnedmind... they are practically pubescent in the books and while some words inthere could be taken out of context, you actually WRITE something about it? Freedom of expression is one thing... this takes the cake. While not a "blowby blow" detail like some of the trash that litters and the "fill in theblanks" is implied, its still... blah. "

that is abuse right? iono

but anyway... what im trying to say is that i posted TWO warnings, one in the summary and then another in bold before the chapter began. why on earth would this girl or guy put him/herself in such a position and drag her eyes over this s#$% i mean she obviously knew she wouldn't like it...

thats what i mean... people are... questionable

i had to vent somewhere since i couldnt ask this viewer myself... thought i'd put it out to the world.

well... lets put it bluntly
im screwed.
and not in a good, nor erotic way that some may think... sickos.

no actually i confess.
im in love
and god fucking dammit i've never been so in love before. i cant stop thinking about this person and i swear to whichever god you believe in that i am losing my mind. i think falling in love is only nice when its NOT unrequitted.

but this is a little off track sorry... that's not why im screwed.
im screwed because i cant be screwed doing shit. and im in an almost very pissed off mood. because, al momento, im supposed to be cramming ALL the homework that i didnt do this weekend, which actually happened to be a long weekend and therefore i SHOULD have had plenty of time to have done it all but alas, no. no i didnt did i and now its monday night. school is tomorrow and previous to right now all i felt like doing was writing some fics.
but NOOOOOO quench my fucking dreams... whatever. something just happens to piss me off and now i cant write, i cant draw, and i cant concentrate on any god damn homework!

im losing my freaking mind!

i love nachoes! like obsessively
but well im a vegetarian so i have to make vege nachoes. sometimes im too lazy so i make them using salsa pizza cheese and chips, rather than making my own sauce or whatver...
thats what i did tonight.
so im curreently eating this rubbery mush
i mean seriously! who burns nachoes?!?!?! the cheese isnt that deliscious stringy stuff no i cooked it so much that its turned to rubber.
im useless i tells ya useless!
but oh well i try

nachoes rock!

by the way my fanfiction =
www.fanfiction.net/u/1547119/b…

if you're interested
i've written for d.gray-man and naruto. the naruto ones are pretty crap though... am i allowed to say that im reasonably proud of my dgm ones though...? heh.
if you read 'em... please review! thanks